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You're My Happy Mistake"So you have no friends, huh?"

"Nope."

"Gee, thanks, then what am I?"

"You?"

"Mhmm"

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Anabelle got off of me and flew back over to the doorway as I sat up and looked at the man in the door.

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I pointed to the man in the doorway who looked at u

The Children of Summer Summer is just around the corner, and nature seems to come to life. For many children, their backyard's beauty finally returned, not witnessing the beauty of nature since winter's first snowfall. Imagination was at an annual high, with kids unable to build snowmen or make cakes, pies, and soup with mud.
Plays and stories within their imaginations were acted out, not realizing how many writers would kill to have such a spontaneous creativity again. One day, the young boys and girls would run around, playing house. The next day, they could be in a Medieval kingdom, fighting dragons as knights. Each day was a different story and a

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First, continue to watch both shows on Cartoon Network and that way it'll help bring up the ratings.

Second, buy the DVDs cuz' who knows, if the sales are high, the network executives would probably revive the show (ex: Family Guy did the same thing not so long ago)

Third, continue to buy the remaining issues of the GLTAS tie-in comics published by DC Comics

And speaking of comics, be sure to check out the New 52 Teen Titans series and the Green Lantern ones as well because like YJ and GLTAS, they have drama, action, and a lit

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Surely we've all heard that once you get to the final battle of the game, you see the batter's "true form", as if we were oblivious to it through out the whole game despite us controlling him. Now what if that was the case for Burnts? After all, the Bad Batter has a strong resemblance to most of the other specters in the game, which it should, including those dino burnt guys in Zone 3, there isn't much to prove this, but I thought it might be interesting.

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And when I push you away...

by ~Prtoujours, Oct 7, 2009, 2:46:46 AM
Literature / Prose / Non-Fiction / General Non-Fiction

I always thought about writing this one day..
I just couldn’t find the right time, or the right state of mind.
It’s all about timing. And my timing is always wrong.
I feel overwhelmed. I have so many people in my life, so many faces, so much tenderness.

And I am overwhelmed.

Thankyou. Thankyou. Thankyou.. However, thankyou is nowhere sufficient to all the gratitude I hold.

This year, I found the little kid in me. And tried to keep it, enjoy it, feel it will all my senses.

I tried to raise the child in me. I’ve put goals, ways. I’ve dreamed.
I passed through a thousand emotions.

I have almost fallen in love with a great person.
Almost felt love.
Almost seen it.
But almost is ephemeral.

I loved the one I have always loved, again.
I’ve hated him too.
I became faithful to a memory that will always be just that, a memory.

I’ve betrayed.
I asked for forgiveness.
I have been forgiven.

I’ve been hurt.
And I forgave.

I envied her red hair.
And I hated his hands for touching her.
And it didn’t get me anywhere.
It only made me feel uglier.

I pushed away the most important people in my life.

I have been called the most terrible names by the ones I thought always loved me.

I’ve found peace in my childhood, and I go back to it whenever I can.

I danced in the middle of the streets, at 2 in the morning on a cold night, while my friends and everybody else watching was laughing.
I lied in the sun for hours, and enjoyed the rays that were beating my skin.

I am not a perfect person, and I don’t wanna be.
I will fall, fail, I might even cry..
But if that’s what it takes.. Then I’ll make it. Again and again and again.

And even if my heels resound into the night, if my eye liner becomes thicker, I’ll make sure that my dreams conquer my heart.
Because the child in me has so much more to learn, so much beauty to look at.
To discover the wonders I see now.
To smell them. And keep them in my heartbeats.
I want all the feelings of the world to invade me, and bring this amazing drunkenness.

A friend told me something very strange.. He said: “-pray for us-”. I laughed and told him that I don’t pray, although he already knows it.
And he said: “you pray, but in a different way, and to different gods or entities.”

I wrote "I" thousand of times, when You, my friends, are all that matter.

And I am overwhelmed.

I am.

Overwhelmed.

And when I push you away...by ~Prtoujours

Literature / Prose / Non-Fiction / General Non-Fiction

©2009-2013 ~Prtoujours

...
And say you simply cannot stay here

Well it's all love, all love
It's all love, my stupid love
[Ingrid]

[Post-21 phase.]

P.S: Off I Go - Greg Laswell

This text was in my journal, but I made a deviation out of it, as *privatedanser requested.

Again, Thankyou! =]

!massh-a Oct 28, 2009

overwhelmed is good..

and i loved it.. from the heart as usual

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~farahs Oct 11, 2009

i saw someone the other day...

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~Prtoujours Oct 12, 2009

that looked like me?
or someone I know?

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~fletchergull Oct 10, 2009 Professional Writer

*claps*
Standing Ovation...
Lovely...

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~Prtoujours Oct 10, 2009

wa7dak lovely =]

I never thought this would be liked..
thats why it was in my journal..

And Wissam, Thankyou enta eh? =]

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~fletchergull Oct 10, 2009 Professional Writer

mwahs...

start to2badeh 7aalik jadd for a change as a writer...
you're one of the few yalleh ma be2ra horizontally...
w bezha2 bel noss...

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~Lynnelle Oct 9, 2009

this is really beautiful!!!!!!

I love you!!

more love to add

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~Prtoujours Oct 10, 2009

where the hell have you been?

how are you?!?!

much more love back

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~Lynnelle Oct 13, 2009

i"m always around watching

mwuah!!!

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!Banana102 Oct 8, 2009

every time i read one of ur writing i always end up with a smile on my face or with tears in my eyes.. this time there were both

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